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Friday, 10 February 2012 | 19:11 | 0 hearts♥

(present from girlfriend darling)

Hey there:>
I am actually quite reluctant to update about life but i know it clearly that...
when i stop and drag,things will just accumulate and pile up like there's no tomorrow.
So,here i am!Back to do what i do best.BLOGGING.

Kinda late,but the it my CNY 1st day outfit!

okaycan.

So i'll start with today.Today was a pretty depressing and stressful day for me:(

My friend had her show and tell for the class and ask me to do a favour for her which is to sing while she strums her guitar.I did really badly and felt disappointed that i made her whole presentation look rather embarrassingX.X

Apparently,i am nerdy and O's might still seem far but yet i am here freaking out.So i studied.MUGGING.

I had two test today-physics and history,which i was not really good at.Both of them.I studied hardcore and when it was time for the test,everything i studied was wasted.I didn't get clue on what's going on and basically both tests seem like horror.

Therefore,i felt super depressed and hate the fact that i am always so weak,i couldn't really control my emotions.

But i told myself life dwells on so i had to let it go and move forward.

STOP THE PROCRASTINATION.

and start smiling:)

Anyways,i have to thank my secondary 2 #14yearoldself ttm.

(my father's face turns red when he drinks too much wine)

My brother and i did well in that year that we were applicable to apply for some rewards in my father's teochew organisation!I got $$(Y) and although i didn't like the dinner at all.

So far,CNY just ended this Monday and i was really sad because....my angpows always gets lesser and lesser each year.OTL I think i was so busy i didn't even have time to open them up.

IS IT ONLY ME OR DOES IT FEEL WEIRD WHEN YOU THROW THE OPENED ANG POWS AWAY,WHEN IT REALLY SEEMED LIKE AN INAUSPICIOUS THING TO DO?

yeah._. i ponder over that every year when i takent he contents of my red packet.

This year,my new year was much more different and i guess it because of inner conflicts in my family.Just nice,my mum depicts a middle person and i got to know what's going on in my family currently. And also i really got "connected" back with my relatives who grew apart from me due to the distance between us.It was really awkward as this year,the CNY celebration's is at my home.

ahhh,fooddd *drools*

Speaking of all this,i better hurry open my red packets and bank in my money!

During CNY,we had other ways to get money and this year,my luck wasn't good so money I've gain i will just spent it...on food-.-

AS A MONTH ENDS,THE NEXT WILL PROCEED.

okay that is so rebecca black.

What i meant is i really don't want the months to pass at all.This month everybody were like VALENTINE'S DAY everywhere.SO for those who ain't have a partner,we are suppose to look pathetic.

not at all.

(Y).whatever.

But if i can,i would really like to bake stuff for my dear friends around me....:/

hmph....If only i could.

Anyways,valentine's day doesn't mean that you have to win somebodies heart/marry/stead on that day.So don't be in a rush,you might not even know him/her,give him/her and yourself some time.okay?I am prepared to not receive anything of any forms from people particularly on that day too.I kinda bad when they give something to me yet i have nothing to return or exchange:/

MOVING ON.my nepal trip has like SEVEN ALBUMS of photos so

just let me show you guys some of the interesting ones!