Hi there!

zm=zhimin/zayn malik

SOOOOO,I am back again.Like after a month.____.
I shall not go on telling why I haven't blog for such a long time because they are all just excuses for...
MY PROCRASTINATION.
The last time,I talked about my forever alone valentines and now I am just updating about more of
MY FOREVER ALONE SERIES:(((

[APRIL 5th]
As for now,I seem to be so distant from my social life yet at the same time,not making any progress on my studies.
One simple word to describe my present state is:WASTED.just wasted.
I often feel so neglected as I am really suffering from my parents forbidding me
to step out of my house on a holiday or weekend.
It didn't even fucking help to ground me within the house because
I won't touch my books and get easily distracted by useless things.
(Luckily I am not wasting this part of my time to blog as it is still counted productive)
I am really in a pathetic state right now and I can even predict my social life will come to an end this month.
I will then officially have no choice but transform into a hardcore-zombie-nightowl-mugger-chiongster.
Oh lord,save me*bleahxPP*

Okay one thing that is affecting my life so greatly is my school's ANNUAL AWARDS CONCERT.
I will be performing with my choir and also a solo group for a pre-concert event that day.
Wish me luck because it sucks to be me in this current state.
The choir still has much to improve on their singing as when we perform,I bet the audience can barely hear a thing.
Partially due to the lousy mics my school can barely afford and my choir not having the confidence to sing.
I must say it is pretty tough to sing and act as witches doing all the glares and actions all at once.
Oh yeah,I shall be a spoiler and let you have glimpse of our costume and make up.

Next,my pre-concert group.
We will be singing "Hit the lights" by Selena Gomez(found in one of my previous post)

To suit the theme of the concert: CELEBRATION
At first,I wasn't part of the group but my friends managed to convince me to join.
And now,it has become one of my biggest worries these days because we lack of practice and guess what.
I think we sounded horrible on the stage.If I was a judge,I'd immediately push the out button and get disqualified.
Oh I feel so miserable:((
BUT fear not,we had more and more practices along the way!And everything seems better and better:D
Then later on,the teacher mentioned that on AA day,we need to sing twice.
1st for morning assembly(whole school watching)
2nd for AA(while waiting for the V.I.P to arrive and entertain early birds)
Only on the 2nd performance then we made out some dance movesX.X
Which is scarier?
here are some photos of the performance!

 credits to melissa's camera,shrijana's photography skills as well as zhenmin:)


So moving on,I must say that my studies did improved a bit not really because of my sheer hardworking
But because of having tuitions ever since the end of march holidays.
I am currently having two tutors,one for English while the other teaches me e/amath,pure chemistry and physics.
Mine are both private tutors thus I have to stay at home on weekends for the tuition sessions.
My grades came back at the last week of school before the march holidays and it really reflects badly on my studies.
Although I didn't fail any of the subjects(you must be hatin' on me so badly now),my grades are mostly Cs.
To even think I had an A1 for Emath is like an unexpected pregnancy.
Well,that was my only A,followed by 2Bs and the rest in Cs.
*go on and complain you freaking bitch*
Yeah,I have to because that means I don't have a freaking strong subject to depend on and a super weak subject to improve on.ALL COME AT ONCE.It's either I get all gold grades or fail everything.
How does that sound,i feel so helpless.So much for being an ALL ROUNDER type.

Worst come to worst,I am still glad that I am able to survive all these.
All thanks to my friends,cheering me on everyday and god never letting go of the relationship we have.

I feel blessed around all these people,even when I am in my class having lessons because my class is a funny bunch
And they never fail to keep a smile on my face randomly and make me laugh as well.
My neighbours/CCA mates are also caring people followed by
my other small clicks of friends who never gave up on me!:))

[APRIL 1]
Just last week,I had my C.I.P for flag day where me and people from my class and some other when around SG to
raise funds for the -Society of the physically disabled- till now I still remember it clearly!woohoo~
We started off with me,yaksheni,xitong,rajes meeting at AMK mrt station.
Then after reporting and getting our cans And stickers,we headed of with burhan to bishan.
It was really tough collecting funds because there were many competition there as well!
So we went Mac to slack for awhile,xitong sort of treated me hash brown*thanks darling* and later on met with
Yuling and Nira!
We decided to go orchard while yak and burhan went ahead to TPY to meet junita.
WE WALKED ALL THE WAY FROM ORCHARD TO SUMMERSET TO DHOUBY GOUT THEN BUGIS.
We past by A&F but to shy to go in(dammnnn)
Then H&M where I bought this ray ban sunglasses
hahhahah,sounds like our flag day becomes a Girly day out.....SHOPPING!!
We got hungry on the way at around plaza sing and wanted to grab a bite!
but the stupid shopping mall officer FORBIDS us to go in and eat.why?
Because we had those tin cans on and we are not allowed to ask for donations in the mall.
But we didn't planned to ask,FOR GOD SAKE we just want food!!The officer was too stubborn to let us in just because of the cans and we even told her we were keeping it.Still not satisfied-.-
In the end,we went to cathay,got a drink and headed on to bugis by bus!
AS WE REACHED BUGIS ,WE FOUND THIS!!!








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