Monday, 25 June 2012 | 22:50 | 0 hearts♥

I FEEL SO BAD.
It's been really hell long since i blogged again.
Here are my miserable excuses:
- Mid Year Exams(MYE)
- Post Mid Year Exams
- Holiday outings
- Tuition
Hate on me man,what stupid excuses are those?-.-
Blogging is suppose to be a part that is of much importance to me but look what I've done.
nothing at all.
pffft.
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Okay coming back to spill out my recent happenings,
-My feelings when taking the exam.
Day1:English
I was trying to stay calm and there was an intense panicky sensation towering over me.
I guess it's because I was not used to taking exams in such a solemn and serious place where everything just seemed so official,as the last time I had the same experienced is PSLE.
Coming back to the subject taken on that day....*sighs*
I am always not doing well in English because i find it hard and ancient.Whenever i think i am improving,the next thing i know i am failing.I can never write out those good stories well-planed within my brain,neither can i notice my grammar,tenses or even spelling mistakes.I'll just be like *scribble scribble* then stuck.Gosh,horrible feeling. Every time my English homework gets back into my hands,never will there be a time where the compos I've written got good remarks.It will just be filled with RED PEN CALLIGRAPHY-.-(that means I can't even understand what my teacher has written) So i thought my English was going to fail.
Day2:Chinese
Since i suck so badly in English, Chinese was kinda like my forte.I love doing Chinese,however not the essay writing part.I often worry that i can't finish the paper on time due to poor time management.I was still pretty confident?
Day3:Social Studies
I've picked out the topics i prefer to write in the essay section and I've planned to only focus on my source based and treat the essays like bonus giveaways.My friend told me that i was like betting away and considered it risky.I wasn't pinning high hopes on SS because it's tough and too much about politics.
Day4 onward.
I was in a coma state.I feel that i merely breeze through the MYE although i wanted to really prove that i treated the MYE seriously.Apparently not.My results have the last say.
I forget to snap a picture to show my progress report and my teacher has already collected mine.
I failed both of my PURE SCIENCES.Border line fail though.
I thought of dropping to combine and i admit i was self-stressing out on the decision,whether to drop.
I was having a really bad time,the decision alone can make my wanna tear myself apart.
My elementary math was the only distinction however it was only an A2.
My additional math?JUST PASS.woah huh-.-
The rest are just barely floating around the B and C grade.I feel like a complete loser.
Class position:18/33
Level:56/157
Just when i was about to complain like typical Singaporean,i realize that much more people in my level are way behind me and that really makes me wonder hard how they are coping with their results:/
Anyways,it's clear to me that what i should be doing in the holidays and after it is very simple.
Become a hardcore mugger and transform into a nerd. BIG TIME NERD.
After the MYE,It wasn't time for partying yet,i know, Asians' life.
It was O'LVL MOTHER TONGUE EXAM of god sake.
My major exams are mostly at Oct/Nov periods,however mother tongue is a subject that you could opt to take earlier so that once you've cleared it,you can wash your hands off it.
I was really so damn nervous.I couldn't finish both my papers and it was a horrible sign.I fins the paper tougher and mostly trickier than my MYE,while others differ.I am screwed.I really pray hard that now my oral and listening compre can pull me up and get the distinction.
I had my O'LVL pure physics SPA practical as well.It was the third and last one we are required to take.It's call SPA Skill 3,where we no longer conduct experiments are in practicals but we do theory work.Majority of us thinks that it was the hardest compared to the other 2SPA skills and i really hope i would get a perfect score for it.However,just one bloody mistake can cause you to drop a mark and 108935 positions down in your "competition" with the whole Singaporean nation who is taking it as well.Sounds horrible huh?:/
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FEAR NOT,holidays has come to save me from those vile exams.I call it a healing period.
YES.PUSHEEEN.
BE A CAT.MEOW.
hahaha,i change my mind so fast right?say wanna study like a nerd but end up being like pusheen:(
Okay this is what i have been doing in the holiday.
#SENTOSA.
HAHA:X Hope my girls won't mind!
We went there yearly to celebrate ah girl birthday okay!This time at festive hotel!
We were just having taitai life there:)
My wish is for this cute little group of ours will last even after i graduate!
I mixed with my juniors well because....-.-.....I think I same age mentality as them?DDD;
haha,well!This is a mermorable day for my ah girl!:D
HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY,DARLING xoxo
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#ICE SKATING
During the holidays,my MRT group went skating tgt!
Absentee: Xitong:(
We wanted to prank akshay to facing his phobia of ice skating and have fun at the same time!
The plan came up pretty well until we reached woodlands and said we were going to watch movie!
At? WOODLAND CINEMA.
BELIEVE ME,THERE IS SUCH A BUILDING.heh.
Then we tricked akshay we were going to Marsiling(next mrt stop after woodlands) in order to reach there.
Later on,rizuan pretend to receive a call from his aunt and we found ourselves on the way to J-CUBE.
YEA BABEHHH.Then,that's went akshay discover our genius plan!
-I didn't know going for ice skating is like catching a movie,you have a time slot.
-I didn't think that ice skating was that easy actually,except it is more slippery than roller-blading.
-Only deepag fell.4 times in total.
-Rizuan and me can skate like pro!(Y)
-Akshay was getting the hang on skating,leaving deepag alone at the sides of the ice rink;X
Okay while skating around the sides of the rink,we met beattyians!My juinors!:D
It was totally coincidental!They were celebrating sonia's and megan's birthday if i am not wrong!
They were eating near the rink at NANDOS!*i would love to eat there some day*
PHOTO BOMB!
(just because of my this outing,i missed my DA GAMA outingD:)
#BBQ
I had a BBQ party at my house!With my sister's friends though,their class reunion.
This is short and pathetic.
*adds air photos*
My parent went to HK together,leaving behind their off springs.
Well,of course I was so well-behaved so i didn't really went out:)
My parents came back with some goodies and new bags!I brought one of school today!:D
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FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
So,holidays ended.
#SENTOSA.
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OH-HO-HO,my mouth biggest:D |
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In the hotel lobby area.We looking like TOURIST! We ask some Koreans to take photo for us and she never take the lights on top! |
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HERE THE AWESOME LIGHTS |
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Okay last photo,i look like foreigner.__. |
We went there yearly to celebrate ah girl birthday okay!This time at festive hotel!
We were just having taitai life there:)
My wish is for this cute little group of ours will last even after i graduate!
I mixed with my juniors well because....-.-.....I think I same age mentality as them?DDD;
haha,well!This is a mermorable day for my ah girl!:D
HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY,DARLING xoxo
-
#ICE SKATING
During the holidays,my MRT group went skating tgt!
Absentee: Xitong:(
We wanted to prank akshay to facing his phobia of ice skating and have fun at the same time!
The plan came up pretty well until we reached woodlands and said we were going to watch movie!
At? WOODLAND CINEMA.
BELIEVE ME,THERE IS SUCH A BUILDING.heh.
Then we tricked akshay we were going to Marsiling(next mrt stop after woodlands) in order to reach there.
Later on,rizuan pretend to receive a call from his aunt and we found ourselves on the way to J-CUBE.
YEA BABEHHH.Then,that's went akshay discover our genius plan!
-I didn't know going for ice skating is like catching a movie,you have a time slot.
-I didn't think that ice skating was that easy actually,except it is more slippery than roller-blading.
-Only deepag fell.4 times in total.
-Rizuan and me can skate like pro!(Y)
-Akshay was getting the hang on skating,leaving deepag alone at the sides of the ice rink;X
Okay while skating around the sides of the rink,we met beattyians!My juinors!:D
It was totally coincidental!They were celebrating sonia's and megan's birthday if i am not wrong!
They were eating near the rink at NANDOS!*i would love to eat there some day*
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haha,who is more UNGLAM?me or megan?:P |
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AWW,group photo! |
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Akshay totally needs the professionals's help! Someone like ....ME.... |
#BBQ
I had a BBQ party at my house!With my sister's friends though,their class reunion.
This is short and pathetic.
*adds air photos*
My parent went to HK together,leaving behind their off springs.
Well,of course I was so well-behaved so i didn't really went out:)
My parents came back with some goodies and new bags!I brought one of school today!:D
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FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
So,holidays ended.
And i am back in school.Nothing much to say anymore.
What else matters other than O LEVELs.pshh.
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I needa stock up my food supplies for school.
Happy birthday to JEFFREY my partner sitting beside me.
So ignorant of me to not even realize it was his day!So let me write here bigbig.*less guilty now*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF!
that's what she said.
What else matters other than O LEVELs.pshh.
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I needa stock up my food supplies for school.
Happy birthday to JEFFREY my partner sitting beside me.
So ignorant of me to not even realize it was his day!So let me write here bigbig.*less guilty now*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF!
that's what she said.
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