PROM NIGHT
Monday 14 January 2013 | 15:30 | 0 hearts♥
MY PROM.It wasn't like those you see in america where it is a big thing.
I can conclude that because
1st-Not many are actually going for it
2nd-Not many are posting/sms/talking about it and them getting ready.
3rd-Only a few have prom dates.
see that difference?
okay so i shall not dampen the mood any longer and start talking about my prom.
One week after the O'levels was my prom and it was seriously hard for me to go prom shopping as i spent my 4 days of that week before prom in my class chalet.And needed time to recovery from my...sun burnts and sore throatX.X
So in the end i decided to just wear my sister's(DID YOU GUYS NOTICE IT) and wore any heels provided in my home.
I wanted to do something special using my prom as an excuse.It is to dye my hair and put nail polish which is strictly forbidden in my family.YES.my mum doesn't like both of them.
After trying to persuade my mum to let me do both,she is only okay with the nail polish.I think she'll disown me if i were to dye my hair:(
BYE TO MY RED HAIR DREAM.
My first ever nail painting was really fascinating for me.I feel officially like a country bumpkin in that sense.
I never knew those fumes of the nail polish was so intolerable and painting the nails is rather tough.
It ain't like one stroke or two strokes across your nails and it's done.All perfect.
There were many uneven skins and the nail polish dries very long after but hardens real quick.
My very first colour painted was silvery and it was really light so I had to paint over my nails a few times.
In the end,i realise that actually the silvery nail polish i bought was only like a coat over but not the opaque solid type.CHEATED:(
I never knew that painting nails was this complicated.Yet,when your nails are all painted,you feel good.
However,when you wanna remove it,it's a whole new thing.Now,i really respect those who does those nail arts.
Or perhaps I was cheated once more because they might be stick-ons.
For the prom I actually bought make up although my friends were helping me to make-up.
I only bought eyeliner.HAH.and make up remover.
I know that i cannot make up and suck at anything that does with make up so most likely my future will be affected since my friends who are working said that make up is a must.
I really can't understand what has become of the world today.Why many refuse to leave their homes without make up.
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Anyways,prom started off really boring for me.When i arrived,everybody was just looking at each other's dressing and start taking photo and stuff like that.I didn't felt like doing any of those,so i went to my table to daydream.I kinda felt really awkward sitting at my table so at that point of time,i just felt like digging a hole and drop it.yeah.
As more people arrive,the prom started and as ours is buffet style,we have to go get our food.
The mc made it such that girls get to go first but I really have not much appetite yet so when it was the guys turn,i went to take my food only then.I am an awkward child so i was super stiff and was actually avoiding people initially.Later on,things got better and I guess i was having much fun that i didn't really expect!
okay,photo time:)
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Anyways,prom started off really boring for me.When i arrived,everybody was just looking at each other's dressing and start taking photo and stuff like that.I didn't felt like doing any of those,so i went to my table to daydream.I kinda felt really awkward sitting at my table so at that point of time,i just felt like digging a hole and drop it.yeah.
As more people arrive,the prom started and as ours is buffet style,we have to go get our food.
The mc made it such that girls get to go first but I really have not much appetite yet so when it was the guys turn,i went to take my food only then.I am an awkward child so i was super stiff and was actually avoiding people initially.Later on,things got better and I guess i was having much fun that i didn't really expect!
okay,photo time:)
Just focus on the centre!the rest around THEM are part of the back dropXDD
Here is yuling,me and melissa!:D
Yuling was surprisingly the top scorer of our level!congrats girl,your hard work did pay off!
Oh and melissa actually made her own prom dress!It was hard to convince her to take off the jacket!
HAHAH,my smile was priceless.HAHAHA
My edlyn!
This photo of us looks very nice!I love it!
Edlyn is always considered one of my closest ever friends although we rarely spent time together!
I knew her from choir and she was one of my closest buddy there!
hope to spent more time with her in the future~
Standing in between them is really an honour!
Who's is who's?:O
I personally like the black one with a stripe across the ankle.
That isn't mine.really.
prom special edition!
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This picture is DA BOMB.The reunion picture of 2e4'10 on prom!
So summing up,my prom ended a bit abruptly as we were "chased out" due to staying there too long!
I waited alone on the streets for my dad which kinda trips on a memory of mine which my dad made me waited on the streets for up to an hour when i was primary school.
yeah,not scary at all.
The prom was really awesome and if i could rewind time,it might as well be this!
Hope everybody out there had a fun time on their prom too!
for those who didn't attend...hope you had some other meaningful plans that night as well!
Tuesday 4 December 2012 | 21:39 | 0 hearts♥
My FREAKING O'LEVELS IS OVER.
OMG*shouts like fangirls*
can't imagine how i look like?
well,I'll show you!
Fuck yeah.like seriously,this shit is over~
I was trying to predict my marks and hopefully I get a close gauge on my score.
By the way,those who aren't clear about the GCE O'LEVEL marking...
1)The lower your score,the better you excel in your studies.
2)The 1st reason is due to the...A1,A2,B3,B4...so on that you get whenever you have any exams(in sing?)
When you get a A1,means you've achieved one point.
3)You can never really just calculate your scores off each papers because there will be a bell curve which changes the range of marks in the grades.
For example,commonly the A1 range is 75>
However in O'levels,depending on the amount of people who did well on the paper,The A1 range might be higher or lower than 75.
In elementary math,it was said that in order to get that A1,one has to score 90>
yeah....
So this is me predicting my own grades and tallying up the total to get a gauge of my results.
- ENGLISH: B4
- CHINESE: A2
- E-MATH: A2
- A-MATH: A1
- CHEMISTRY: B4
- PHYSICS: B4
- PURE GEO: A1
- COMB(HIS/SS): A2
I wish to go to a Junior college so I have to take the best grades of my L1R5(meaning one language and 5 relevant;it is a must to put a human,math,science subject each into the score)
My language can only be english because chinese is not counted however higher chinese is.
In conclusion : eng-1,emath-2,chemistry-4,pure geo-1,amath-1,chinese-2
TOTAL L1R5 SCORE: 12 (since I also have my cca grade,that is an A1,meaning i can deduct 2 pts)
: 10 points.
I really hope i predicted accurately!With ten points,I can go to better JCs. :D
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After the O'levels....straight away I had to go shopping for my class chalet(19-22/11) and Prom(25/11).
4E2'12 CLASS CHALET.
The chalet was extremely enjoyable!
Perhaps it was because I was in the committee.I didn't have a camera to take down the photos and i really regret not being able to do so:( Anyways,I shall describe about the chalet then.It will be super long winded though. BUT PLEASE READ THROUGH THEM.
DAY 1.
I longbung melissa's car with her while her dad drives us to the chalet area as we were the ones who brought so many things!
This is the list of things i brought(The heavy and bulky one)
- An ORANGE pail
- 2 BBQ fold-able pits.(imagine that!)
- My roller blades
- My bag pack
So,in the car i found a hello kitty cushion that belongs to mel and when you unzip the cushion,
it becomes a blanky!OH SO CUTE.
Also,on the way there,guess who called her!hehehehh(only people from my class will understand)
I was like,the chalet haven't begin but the both of them already so lovey dovey then in the chalet~~
OH WELL.WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT.
here's to the committee.
here's to the committee.
MEL.JEFF.GLEN.ME and the photographer for all the photos,XI TONG!
xitong was behind the camera the whole time so I don't have a photo to show!
Please wait for it,i'll show a photo of me and her later in our own outing!heehee.
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When we reached the chalet area I was kinda taken aback a little due to the the fact that the whole chalet wasn't what i imagine it will be.It was like a mini HDB block of flats and we booked 2 rooms which is quite similar to a hotel room.Just that it had a kitchen area and less luxurious.We decided that the guys shall have a room while the girls with the other.But the thing was,when we arrived,we were still unable to check in and had to wait till almost an hour later.As we gathered our bags at one corner near the office,soon the rest of the class reached.
You can see xitong's trolley and pan sticking out of it.Mel's colourful patched/grey bags and my orange pail!
When we finally get to move in,a staff came with us and explained about the electricity and water bills payment....YES.水电费!!I was stunned because it was the first time i heard such bills wasn't count in together with the rest of the payment.
You can see xitong's trolley and pan sticking out of it.Mel's colourful patched/grey bags and my orange pail!
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Right after we settled down,we........slacked.
Mass lepaking.
We were supposed to have water activities but it looks like everybody is still trying to get comfortable in the rooms.When it was 5pm,we started our BBQ!
So grateful to be sponsored by terence's dad with all the seafood!There were crayfish,codfish and scallop!
We used the two pits available at the chalet.Mine was only used when there was wet weather.
The boys took one and the girls took the other!But nevertheless,we were still very bonded as most of us roamed both sides.While the rest was BBQ,I was the girl's room kitchen with a few others and glendon to prepare the crayfish.It was a hell of work to prepare it.Our chef glendon was really stress because he said that the procedure of preparing it was to boil it till the shell turns a little orangy then immediately soaked them in cold water.That's sound real professional so we stick with that.LOL.But the problem was we didn't have sufficient kettles to heat up the water quickly,there was only a pot to fit 2 crayfish at once and also we did not have ample ice to cool the crayfish.SUPER FAIL:(
Oh,glendon used my pail which was never for the crayfish and my pail stink like shitT^T
The bathroom beside the kitchen was the place glendon did all those things to the crayfish so the girl's bathroom stink as well.FFFFFFUUUU.
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At the BBQ area,the guys area was also fail because they have difficulties started and keeping the fire alive.
During the BBQ,the other melissa in our class was there too and one of her comment was super unforgettable.
During the BBQ,the other melissa in our class was there too and one of her comment was super unforgettable.
she said:The food that is BBQ-ing cook already!
Us : HOW COME?not yet leh....
she replied: HUH?!I thought when the charcoal burning make the "PIAAKPIAK" sound then the food cook already?
WE AL STARTED ROFL-ing.Our argument seems legit.
In the end,we all ate very little and as the committee,we decided to use our curry seasoning that was supposedly for another purpose to cook a meal for the ones staying for the night.
We cooked....crayfish curry stew.IT WAS AWESOME.
As the committee cooked in the girl's room,the rest played games in the boy's room.
We are having so much fun cooking the crayfish stew as there were the brotherhood gang there to entertain us!The brotherhood gang was edric,yongshen and glendon as they shaved their heads together to deepen their ties or some shit like that.hahahahahahah.So let me show you the funny conversations!
I forgot most of it but here is how it seemed like
*yongshen and edric sitting on the sofa*
Edric: Eh weak!(that's what we call ys)On the TV.
*YS reluctantly to the control and try to operate the TV*
After some time,
YS: I next time become technician uh!I so pro can on the TV!
Later,we wanted to watch some movies so glendon took his thumbdrive(pearly lim gave to him in choir)
Then,as i was sitting near the TV,glendon asked me to operate the TV
I couldn't do it right so I passed the job to ys to handled.
Yongshen couldn't do it to and everybody started making a commotion
Xitong:Waa,you very fail leh,next time how become technician!
edric:yealorh,don't be anything luh!
*YS SAD FACE D:*
As fast as he decided his first future,yongshen took the ladle and started helping to cook the crayfish stew.
YS: I next time become CHEF uh.
immediately,WE ALL BURST OUT LAUGHING.
HE PRONOUNCE THE "CHEF" INCORRECLY.
From then on,whenever we talk about him becoming a chef...we said it the way he said.
hahahahah.
Later on,as we finish cooking our on pot of crayfish stew,the boys starting eating the crayfish.
THEY ATE AND QUARREL at the same time.it was so hilarious i can't even....
Soon,the people at the boys room when to buy more food and when they came back,
we watched "The Dictator" together.
As the committee turned in immediately after,the rest continue playing cards till 3am.
When the girls return back to the girl's room,i woke up and join them as we chat till 6am.
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DAY 2
We had breakfast at the cafeteria and the meals were awesome!
ARE YOU HUNGRY?
hello to my unglam.Haven't seen it for a long time huh?
It is time for our very on amazing/running-man race.
Jeffrey-1ST station.
Throw coins into a cup.No photo because its easy?
Me-2nd station
Building a roll of ten sandcastles to about the height of ones ankle and jump across it.
Before the games start.The committee went through a dry run.
YS: I next time become CHEF uh.
immediately,WE ALL BURST OUT LAUGHING.
HE PRONOUNCE THE "CHEF" INCORRECLY.
From then on,whenever we talk about him becoming a chef...we said it the way he said.
hahahahah.
Later on,as we finish cooking our on pot of crayfish stew,the boys starting eating the crayfish.
THEY ATE AND QUARREL at the same time.it was so hilarious i can't even....
Soon,the people at the boys room when to buy more food and when they came back,
we watched "The Dictator" together.
As the committee turned in immediately after,the rest continue playing cards till 3am.
When the girls return back to the girl's room,i woke up and join them as we chat till 6am.
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DAY 2
We had breakfast at the cafeteria and the meals were awesome!
ARE YOU HUNGRY?
hello to my unglam.Haven't seen it for a long time huh?
It is time for our very on amazing/running-man race.
Jeffrey-1ST station.
Throw coins into a cup.No photo because its easy?
Me-2nd station
Building a roll of ten sandcastles to about the height of ones ankle and jump across it.
Before the games start.The committee went through a dry run.
Me and glendon shitting pose.LOL.
We were making random huge pile of sand into a fortress.
Okay,people who wear those kinda caps glendon wears,why on earth do you not take out that gold sticker?
Is it to show that its real stuff?
We were making random huge pile of sand into a fortress.
Okay,people who wear those kinda caps glendon wears,why on earth do you not take out that gold sticker?
Is it to show that its real stuff?
Mel and jeff.
I can't help to compare their sizes.I have to stop doing that.
I can't help to compare their sizes.I have to stop doing that.
This photo looks....brotherhoodly.
Okay,now for the amazing race.
The first group that reached my station had a hard time finding me.
Because I was hiding myself and they were like completely lost idiots.HAHAHHA.
In the end,they found me because i couldn't get hold of my laughter.
The first group consist of edric,yongshen,joo hen,daron and terence.It was the maximum no. of members.
They called themselves "SCRATCH BALLS"
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I was so pissed at the expected naming that i made the word "scratch" a taboo.FYI,"brainwaves" is still a taboo word too.
Wanna know where that naming originated from?
It happened the previous night at the boys room when yongshen was bathing.
YS:Eh,help me on heater leh!
Joo han: You want on heater for what,weak!To SCRATCH BALLS uh?
And he starts doing the scratch balls action.WITH ME,AN INNOCENT GIRL OVER THERE.
From then,those words like how "chef" was always deliberately said,became one of it.
Okay so continuing,I gave the boys instructions to build ten consecutive rows of sand cups to the height of my ankle.I felt so bad because if they were to built the row far apart,they will have difficulty in the second part.But ain't nobody got time for that!
So when they are done,the second group strolls here and watch them make a fool out of themselves.
Unfortunately,almost all of them are NCC one so they macho luh.All of them,standing broad jump so zai.
tsk. DD;
The second group so funny.ESPECIALLY LIN JIANG.
He jump over the sand cups like some spartan.
He run and goes: "YAHHHHHHHHHH"
and failed.
Lastly,the 3rd group came and it's finally and the one and only girls group.
Melissa(the PIAKPIAK one),adeline and hee jin!
Too bad hee jin couldn't really play with the sand and had to leave early so left melmel and ade!
Our jump shots!heehee!Look at the small piles of sand below ade and melmel!so cute!
Next station was xitong's
Can you guess what they are doing? ☻
The last station was glendon's and it was to tied their legs and walk a certain distance to colour some leave!
Okay,now for the amazing race.
The first group that reached my station had a hard time finding me.
Because I was hiding myself and they were like completely lost idiots.HAHAHHA.
In the end,they found me because i couldn't get hold of my laughter.
The first group consist of edric,yongshen,joo hen,daron and terence.It was the maximum no. of members.
They called themselves "SCRATCH BALLS"
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I was so pissed at the expected naming that i made the word "scratch" a taboo.FYI,"brainwaves" is still a taboo word too.
Wanna know where that naming originated from?
It happened the previous night at the boys room when yongshen was bathing.
YS:Eh,help me on heater leh!
Joo han: You want on heater for what,weak!To SCRATCH BALLS uh?
And he starts doing the scratch balls action.WITH ME,AN INNOCENT GIRL OVER THERE.
From then,those words like how "chef" was always deliberately said,became one of it.
Okay so continuing,I gave the boys instructions to build ten consecutive rows of sand cups to the height of my ankle.I felt so bad because if they were to built the row far apart,they will have difficulty in the second part.But ain't nobody got time for that!
So when they are done,the second group strolls here and watch them make a fool out of themselves.
Unfortunately,almost all of them are NCC one so they macho luh.All of them,standing broad jump so zai.
tsk. DD;
The second group so funny.ESPECIALLY LIN JIANG.
He jump over the sand cups like some spartan.
He run and goes: "YAHHHHHHHHHH"
and failed.
Lastly,the 3rd group came and it's finally and the one and only girls group.
Melissa(the PIAKPIAK one),adeline and hee jin!
Too bad hee jin couldn't really play with the sand and had to leave early so left melmel and ade!
Next station was xitong's
Can you guess what they are doing? ☻
The last station was glendon's and it was to tied their legs and walk a certain distance to colour some leave!
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| First group there!The ball group. |
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| CLOSE UP OF THE BALL GROUP. HHAHAHA!They shouldn't have group together to the max number per group. But i must say they did quite amazingly.With all their NCC shouts and commands.  |
This two were the lucky ones.They obviously came in first and WON!
The prize was to treat them ice creams but since everybody worked hard,
the committee decided to treat the rest drinks!^^
see how happy they were!
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It was more or least the same things and we actually BBQ three nights straight!
On the third day however there was a situation that made me teared a little.
For those who saw me getting moody and sad it's because of...
The rainy weather which made us indecisive whether to start a BBQ on the 3rd night
and also my mother pms on me again.As initially i thought the chalet was 3d2n,i asked my mum whether i could stay for another.She immediately spat back on me in the phone and hanged up.I felt super lost and hurt.Bet she didn't even know what she did,she never does.Anyways,I decided to call my dad but he hanged up twice which felt like two slaps back at my face.In addition,the weather wasn't any better so i was very frustrated.Should i pack up?Should i just go home like that or after the bbq,if there is any?
In the end,I got back my courage and called my mum again.This time,she totally agreed and she just acted as if she didn't just shouted at me.This time round,she told me she had to hang up because she was driving.
All at once,i felt very relief and in fact so relief i cried.Luckily only xi tong saw me as by the time that happened,many were busy starting the bbq already.
At the last BBQ,it eventually rained but we continue BBQ in the rain holding up umbrellas to keep the water from reaching the food.It so fun and it got more epic when I requested yong shen to sing along to the songs!
However,when the bbq was almost over,my eyes were hurting due to the smoke.My eyes were super red and itchy and painful that i can't open and had to resist rubbing them.Glendon even helped me back to the room to rest and get my eye drop.I felt super bad not being at the BBQ and wanted to help,so in the end i went back to the BBQ area to ask for stuff to wash or clean.Instead of giving me things to wash back at the room,they made me sit in the nearby pavilion and tried to make me tear so my eyes wouldn't be so dry.
Daron suggested to rape me!LOL!xitong shocked me a few times and joohan pissed me off.None made me teared but as time passed,my eyes were indeed better!Was glad that they were all having fun with the blind me and actually tried to entertain me!
At the 3rd morning i went cycling with xi tong and had a great time together.
I find that friends like that are hard to find.Especially when it is just the two of us together.
Although the BBQ ended,I believe our class spirit was still there!
As i had so many things to bring home just like how i had so many brought there,i had to get a cab.
My classmates were so dfsfghjfkwsxcopq!!!They actually find a taxi stand and help me carry those stuff to it.
And they waited for a cab together with me!ahhh,what have i done to deserve all this.simply touched!
So just like that my 4d3n bbq ended.
I really hope for more of such gathering to happen and it was an unforgettable one!
My blog post now ends and next time,I shall share with you about my prom and other small gatherings i had after the O'levels!
Currently,I just got a job and perhaps from next week onwards,I'll be rather busy at work!
I have to confess that i have my father's workaholic genes so most likely i'll work everyday available.
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See ya soon!
Birthday rant
Thursday 8 November 2012 | 00:10 | 0 hearts♥
So,as you guys know,i did mention in my previous post that I was going to make this birthday rant.WARNING : "Negativity fills the post"
I have no idea when it started but what i feel about birthdays nowadays are......that they are meaningless to the "birthday" person and one shouldn't even bother celebrating it.I think I might need a professional psychiatrist to out me out of this whole bad impression.
Look,i just dissed the whole birthday thing on my birthday.get it?:/
Okay the reason i find birthdays more and more redundant and I seem rather normal or even looking down on it is probably because of my pass 15 birthdays' experiences.
Warning : The sharing of my pass birthdays will prolly make you
think that "sweet 16" ain't that sweet and dreamy anymore.
1st.
In my family,celebrating our birthdays is just having a "heavenly" good meal and cake with candles to blow it off and make a wish (never) come true.Ever since young,I got influence by the media and friends around me that my family's version of birthdays were rather simple.It did made me have the urge to really want fanciful parties,manymany birthday presents and to be treated like a princess on that special day,just like my other friends.However,like i said,wishes never come true.So I slowly stop wishing and having the desires of wanting "a blast" at my birthday.So you people,stop wishing for me to have a blast on my birthday.It is a null wish.
2nd
When i was in primary school,my friends wanted to help me fulfill my wishes stated in my 1st reasons and they really went through so much for me in order to make that day special for me.As my family never fancied having birthday parties,one of my friends even went to the extent of organizing one for me at her home.I was so touched and it really left a deep impression on me.Thanks limying!If you still remember me!heheh.
My other friends did went through all that trouble to find me an ideal gift and some spent quite a lot on me which i really appreciated!Yet as much as i love receiving gifts,like who doesn't(?),I also felt bad that my friends actually did all this just for me.So again,I grew reluctant to receive presents because I didn't want to feel bad for receiving them and also,i didn't want my friends to brood over the gift matters.This reluctance in me was much more overwhelming than the happiness of wanting to receive gifts,therefore now,whenever people give me presents,I will just stress over it.not kidding.
3rd
My parent's effective propaganda.
Whenever I brought those gifts i receive home,my parents will shoot me with that "WHAT ARE THOSE?!?!!" look.It was as if I brought dead bodies home because i had to hid it from them.They seemed like they couldn't accept my friends giving me gift and often give me that painful look.tsk-.-
Furthermore,I come from a well to do family(not fucking bragging),so whenever my parent see those gifts,they will say :"Why your friend give you presents?" " Don't trouble them to buy presents,you can afford anything you want,so don't make them buy it for you."
Then i will feel so guilty for receiving the gifts and also frustrated because,I COULD NOT FUCKING AFFORD THE GIFTS IF I WANT TO,because i am not that rich like you thought i was.I get the same allowance or even lesser than my peers can?Why the fuck do you think i am loaded?Is it because you have $$$$$ then you think I,as your daughter,will magically have them too?like wtf. (sorry if you guy find this offensive to my parents)
Sometimes,i just wish i never lived in a landed property because i get "stereotyped" as rich.I am not.fuck you if you think i am.
4th
When I went on to secondary school,the birthday thing was even more prominent.I don't wanna talk about why it was so because I guess most of you would understand?
But there was also an occasion where i was again,super touched by my friends paying a visit to me on my birthday when i was sick.I can't thank them enough.Action speak louder than words;they really showed me the true meaning of it.
However when i was in secondary school,i had this group i was kinda close to at first,not going to name,we usually celebrate one another's birthday.I did attend almost all of them and fork out quite a sum to buy cakes and treat dinner to that birthday boy or girl.However,when it was my birthday...............NOTHING HAPPENED.I was really disappointed about it and really tried not to even think about it as though it would affect me much.However it did and i must say it was a bad memory i had and that whole thing really did scarred me.Guess it also contributed to why I didn't want to hope or wish so much for my birthday to be celebrated because the more you wish for,the more you get hurt in the process.Blame it all for my wishful thinking.
5th
Recently,my family did fall apart a little due to my mother's condition.My house is filled with her negativity which is getting into me.It might sound like a joke to you but my mother is going through menopause now.By that,i don't mean like the usual joking PMS we play around with one another but the real shit.She is suffering from it and everyday she just sounds more and more like a broken tape recorder.
You ask her a question,she replies with tons of how painful she has been.My family can't even have guest coming to our house now because my mother feels troubled by them,even my tuition teacher can only come at the times when she not at home.My mother also shows us the heck care attitude and scolds us even more horribly if we were to disturb her or stress her out with our problems.Her scoldings were counted the most scary among my aunt and uncles.My siblings and I also rarely or i could even say,NEVER share with my parents about our problems at all.that's so personal.ouch.
Her pms is really affecting my whole family but because i am a strong asian,I can handle it without even killing myself.ha.
So my upcoming birthday,in fact,today-.- is really enough for me and i am kinda tired to give fuck about it now.It is mundane.just like any other days.
6th
I found myself agreeing with this tweet my friend posted.
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Then the candles part,what my friend said plus all the stupid wishes that won't come true....
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There you have it.All in all,these were the few out of the many more reasons that having birthdays is not a big deal.Oh,not to forget,actually looking at birthdays from another perspective,birthdays are actually the day that our mothers had the most horrible time of their lives while WE happened.So birthday can be said as a day to express your gratitude towards your mother and your father............'s sperm.LOLWHUT.
Then again,from my 3rd and 5th reason,if you are dense enough not to see that i actually do not have a happy and loving family,i would rather skip that "thank you" part for my parents on this pathetic day.
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__________ birthday to myself.
May the rest of you have a better and brighter day after reading this and have fun!
After saying all this,I will still celebrate my days and look forward to those presents?
Hopefully,the next post it much more positive!
I am going to catch this movie tmr!Release on my birthday leh!so special!(contradict)
Shall i spoil it for you guys after watching it tmr?
heh.heh.heh.
Anyways,if you know my twitter,you probably did take note of those roman numerals as my "name"
(the one beside my profile pic and on top of the "@'' thingy)
Those numbers are my date of birth.I plan to tattoo it behind my ear once the time is right.
see ya guys!^^
Tuesday 6 November 2012 | 14:25 | 0 hearts♥
BLUBBLUBBLUB.I am back:D
Still alive like a fish outta water.
I know it's just the mid of OCTOBER now but anyways i still felt like making an entry!
God know where i got my motivation from......*SMILES*
So now as i am typing away,I am actually suppose to spent my time REVISING.
Because it's fucking one week to O'levels.thought you needed to know that.
Oh since this is my blog,i would officially like to introduce myself again.furreals.
You might ask,"why do you need to do so?"
It's because lately,I had been ignoring many people because.....
THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO PRONOUNCE MY NAME AND THEREFORE I DIDN'T HAVE A CLUE THEY WERE CALLING OUT TO ME
.or perhaps some is because i thought they were not calling me due to some other people nearby who have almost the same name/sound/stuff like that.
This is how you pronounce my name.
NOT:
1.ZEEEE MINT
2:CHI min
3:CI min
4:ZHE min
BUT FUCKING
ZHI MIN.
like the suck out version of trying to make the sound "TSK"
and not emphasizing on the "MIN" that it becomes "mean" or "mint"
There,i said it.I can die a happy person.
Practice makes practice,I suggest you guys to call out to no one in particular before facing me.
Thank you for your kind attention.
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GRADUATION!
It wasn't a super memorable one but i'm glad it happened!
As usual,people will kinda regret that they didn't take photos with some special person,like i do.
So,i guess i'll just have to move on.I didn't really take much photos because i didn't have a camera to bring.
yeah:/ it sucks.whatever.
My favourite photo #1
Miss joe has always been that teacher who you can really have a "good" time with.hahahaha.
I mean like,she's so kind hearted and good natured.
Besides that,i am going to eat my favourite cake-swiss roll!Rajes already started digging in!:<
All the swiss rolls provided to us were from our one and truly MRS SAMSOL!
We love her so much,we tend to call her "darling samsol".haha,initiated by xitong:)
My second favourite photo of graduation day!
Attendance of 1e4'09/2e4'10 : 31/40
NOT BAD GUYS!^^
I feel so happy to take a photo with this bunch of people like it is my dying wish.
heheheh,i'm so glad some faggot wasn't there!:> whatever man,call me a bitch!?!?
However i must say i feel kinda...not acknowledged for gathering this bunch of people.
It was freaking hard as everybody was scattered and nobody initiated to act.At least amelyn did voice her dying wish out which made me feel that it was a need to have this photo altogether...again.
I should really learnt to forget so little acknowledgment thingy huh?:/
loads of love,to my most precious and treasured class in secondary school~
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GRADUATION!
It wasn't a super memorable one but i'm glad it happened!
As usual,people will kinda regret that they didn't take photos with some special person,like i do.
So,i guess i'll just have to move on.I didn't really take much photos because i didn't have a camera to bring.
yeah:/ it sucks.whatever.
My favourite photo #1
Miss joe has always been that teacher who you can really have a "good" time with.hahahaha.
I mean like,she's so kind hearted and good natured.
Besides that,i am going to eat my favourite cake-swiss roll!Rajes already started digging in!:<
All the swiss rolls provided to us were from our one and truly MRS SAMSOL!
We love her so much,we tend to call her "darling samsol".haha,initiated by xitong:)
My second favourite photo of graduation day!
Attendance of 1e4'09/2e4'10 : 31/40
NOT BAD GUYS!^^
I feel so happy to take a photo with this bunch of people like it is my dying wish.
heheheh,i'm so glad some faggot wasn't there!:> whatever man,call me a bitch!?!?
However i must say i feel kinda...not acknowledged for gathering this bunch of people.
It was freaking hard as everybody was scattered and nobody initiated to act.At least amelyn did voice her dying wish out which made me feel that it was a need to have this photo altogether...again.
I should really learnt to forget so little acknowledgment thingy huh?:/
loads of love,to my most precious and treasured class in secondary school~
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haha,this was not taken in the graduation(DUHHH)
But it kinda commemorates our graduation!hahaha...那些年~
This my third favourite!
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TSk,kinda frustrated and envious to see my sister receiving all the rilakkuma present on her birthday.Her birthday is just before my O'levels on 21oct!
Happy birthday SISSY,I love you!
see i even put pink colour horh!
Anyways October is Halloween month however i didn't get a chance to celebrate it this year as the exams are preventing me!:(
Confession : I have never ever celebrated Halloween before.Like really.I have 0xp in it if it was a game.
Hope next year I'll have the chance to do so!fingers-crossed!
okay i should end now!The next post coming out on that day itself : LE BIRTHDAY RANT.
stay tuned!xx
But it kinda commemorates our graduation!hahaha...那些年~
This my third favourite!
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TSk,kinda frustrated and envious to see my sister receiving all the rilakkuma present on her birthday.Her birthday is just before my O'levels on 21oct!
Happy birthday SISSY,I love you!
see i even put pink colour horh!
Anyways October is Halloween month however i didn't get a chance to celebrate it this year as the exams are preventing me!:(
Confession : I have never ever celebrated Halloween before.Like really.I have 0xp in it if it was a game.
Hope next year I'll have the chance to do so!fingers-crossed!
okay i should end now!The next post coming out on that day itself : LE BIRTHDAY RANT.
stay tuned!xx
Friday 14 September 2012 | 15:58 | 0 hearts♥
HEY GUYS,it's finally September!
I am so not looking forward to it because SEPTEMBER signifies
: FREAKING 1 MONTH LEFT TO O' LEVELS...
But hey,The closer it gets to the major exams,the more unafraid i am about it.Perhaps by this time,i am already numb from it.My seniors probably felt the same way too when they were going through this process.
So first thing first.
PROM.
Many of my friends expect me to turn up for it,but i just feel like maybe i shouldn't even be there...
What makes them think that i will go for it?
I had never thought of attending such functions with anticipation or eagerness.
However,if i do turn up,I wish that i was glad to be there and participating in it makes the prom worthy.
Whenever my friends mention about prom,i feel sad that most of my girl friends aren't looking forward to it and it kinda dampens my mode too.
I mean,what is a prom without people closest to you not attending it right?
Meanwhile,i really should be concentrating more about my studies first as it comes first before the PROM.
I really hope that when the time comes, everyone will go for it as if it's compulsory and there will be nobody being left behind.
Well,i still have no idea how i become an admin to this year's prom,(so far,only to add people to the group)
but I hope that the theme for the prom would eventually be: MASQUERADE.
*for people like me who prefer having it mysterious and hide our faces under those masks.*
Just look at this masks!So pretty!
Next up,i am still alive because at least there is a "holiday"!
I didn't really do anything much in the holidays but I swear without it,I may not heal from the stress.
After the holidays,I will be continuing my prelims and really the prelims really came too abruptly!!!
Before the holidays,i can't believe the principal came to talk to the graduating cohort and made it clear that putting the preliminary period around this pathetic holiday was DELIBERATE.
yeah.pfft.
My teachers too,they keep emphasizing that they done so in order to make us study and revise constantly.
Super turn off.
Another super turn off news for me......
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I want to do recount for my July/August/Sept happenings and slowly recap what i had been doing all this while.It feels like a lot to do!
(btw,i am really not familiar with typing or spelling the word September.SEPPe-TEMMM-BURRR)
SO during the fasting month for my malay friends,I actually did something like this!
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| oh my so beautiful wallpaper! |
Although,i really want to join in to fast,but i figured out it was hard for a person who can't 'live without food for long' so i couldn't DD: I really respect my malay friends who were able to fast because i believe it was something impossible for me:/
Instead,i join them by not swearing.Guess you may say i am a pretty vulgar person.
You should prolly know that my fav swearing word is the FiretrUCK one.heh.
I think i only lasted for 2 weeks.I sub-consciously went back to my habit.That's why there's a saying of
>old habits die hard.damn hard.
oh but please,i am still a very polite person okay?Don't get it wrong!^^
8/9/2012
HOHOHO.It was yesterday.
So i spent a day with my family.
My parents gave themselves off day from work so they said we should spent some quality time tgt.
Early in the morning,they went off to swim.I was suppose to join them but my period decided to sing a song of its people.I had no choice but to stay at home and i used my morning to watch an anime.
Try watching it!It's under romance and comedy.
okay,enough of the intro.
When my parents came back with my sister after fetching her from school,we checked on the movies and headed to NEX for lunch!We had fish and co!I often go that restaurant to celebrate my birthday because i freaking love eating fish and chips.Ever since i went Australia and tried their most amazing fish and chips.
After eating our lunch we headed to causeway point for the movie.I don't know why every time i watch a movie with my family,they will book the tickets online.Before heading to woodlands,I saw Delano and his clique!Wanted to say hi but I was too slow!They went to the restaurant beside fish and co for lunch i guess?haha:)
Ended up at causeway point sleeping at some dessert shop after a fruitless shopping trip with my sis and mum at metro.I can never shop with them.My mother never agrees with my taste.I went with my dudes(bro and dad) to eat.LOL.Oh,the movie we were watching was some Singapore one(those mark lee,jack neo type) and i really didn't enjoy it.
I was hoping to watch something scarier and more impactful.WHY POSSESION NO RELEASE FASTER IN SINGAPORE.argh.
The reason we went causeway point because my mother wanted to watch it with my grandpa,ma and my aunt.So,i meet up with my two cousins after like super long!They haven't changed a bit but i can feel their stress.One is P6,going to take PSLE and the other is taking his N level papers.
Looks like N level starts so much earlier and to all my friends taking their N's...
GOODLUCK TO YOU!Do your very best and get promoted yeah?!
This came too late:/ Well,i missed those cousins too since we were quite close last time and due to some adult stuff,we grew apart...a little:( My only time to chat with them was horribly ruined by my stupid illness.I felt like vomiting then so i couldn't speak much.My day ended something like that.Not very fun but still meaningful. :)
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The other outing i had with my friends was on Monday,the day which my Malay friends break fast!
That Monday was special because i could guarantee that no Singaporean(maybe a few xP) experienced that Monday blues phenomena!It was a holiday;I think it was Ramadan?
And that is how a celebration was made possible but ironically,not celebrating Hari Raya but my friends birthday!A least a little link there because my birthday girl was half Malaysian?
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Firstly,i met my brother from another mother with the same surname.Ha,cool right?nope.delusional.
It was so epic,the plan was to meet him at Farrer park mrt because SOMEBODY lives there...
(see what i did there?SOME-BAA-DEHHHYA!That's what people do to point out one specific individual on purpose but not naming the obvious)...and I was running late already but he was even later-.-
God,i think he was still bathing when i rushed to the purple line.
Okay,so when i was in the cabin,already at the purple line,I missed his station and actually noticed it only after the next station.That was not all.
Later on,i tried calling him to tell him to meet me at Little India instead.I still told him I was at the 3rd cabin place waiting.
*For those of you who still don't know,there is a number on top at each door of the mrt which tells you which cabin you are at.It is really useful if you are meeting friends from different stations directly as the train comes but i only knew it like a few month back.DENSE.
He only picked the phone up like at the most useless time(LOL) and that's when he said he was walking to his mrt stop.I waited pretty long,15mins is counted long if you live in Singapore,so I decided to head back to farrer park mrt to meet with him instead.Guess what I hid behind some random wall at the farrer park station near the 3rd cabin to wait for his arrival.WHY HE NO APPEAR.couldn't scare him alreadyDD;
Yes,i am that childish.He freaking rushed into the nearest cabin and went straight to little india and i didn't even see him.
Only after entering the train,then he called me when i told him to call me when he was going to take the train!
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Now he had to wait for me at little india.hahaha,and not forgetting we wasting alot of time to eventually meet each other.OH GOD.It's we are not even playing hide and seek in the mrt but that was a good one.so dumb.
Afterwards,we reached habourfront and met up with the rest before going to sentosa.We took cab to sentosa yo!Around the same price as taking the monorail as the fare of $12+ was split among 4 people!
okay shit,i thought of this.
MONORAIL CAT.O.O
Once we landed in sentosa.
We quickly find a spot and settled down while some of us went ahead to change!
It was freaking hot.enjoy the beachy pictures?
AWKWARD.
I fucking miss my long hair.Chopped it off because my mother buay song-.-
Look at my sexy hair.
They all seem so busy.hmmm...
Here's Linette.She's the first Lineete i know without a Y in her name.cool.
We did take some jump shots but they disappeared:(
HAHAHAHA,we found a mermaid.Sand mermaid.
I did the scales!And the tail with justin!
THIS IS THE WAY YOU EAT FREAKING BREAD.with egg mayo!
That picture felt like it was the first time i touch sand!
Yi xuan was the only one who brought the pot luck things.So Guilty...
We went to play bkb and volley ball afterwards under the scorching sun.
Later,we went to play in the sea.duhhh.Let's just say it was kinda own time own activity so it was really relax and easy-going.Most of the time settled myself on our spot and ate and ate and ate and got back to the waters to wash away the sand.LOL.
The first time i went back to the waters,there was a group of guys,i think they were just friendly when they saw me.It was freaking weird though.They saw me and went "Waa,she very cute leh"(WTFF).I was just beside them so i heard them and look at them with the (LOLWHUT) face before they realized I WAS ACTUALLY CLOSE ENOUGH TO HEAR THEM.I made an awkward escape and whenever i went back to wash the sand off,they will go"eh,she come back again!"....
I think i grew shorter becuase justin look really tall here!
Soon,we ran outta food so we ask melvin who was arriving to buy more!
He even bought a mat for our belongings which i think it was really thoughtful of him.
THANKS MELVIN!
Here's melvin!He has epic baby face.
We slacked the whole day and real soon it was evening!:(
I really hope that time would stop then...The beach was just a nice place to do reflecting aye!
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Looking at the horizon
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We left the beach by evening and had ramen play for dinner.We separated with linette and the rest since they live far away from NEX and had their dinner somewhere else.
Here's my credits to the photograph
Jacqueline!
"No,don't leave the beach~"
At ramen play!
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(18sept-dental app)
I have to write this everywhere I can,then i won't forget to go.
It's been 3 years since I first place this wires and square studs on my teeth.
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I fucking want my long hair back.
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